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1Last Song I Will Send Ur Way

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One Last Song That I Will Send Your Way

I guess we're back to where we began.
My curiosity and concern of where your life is going,
Not wanting to care, but somehow I do.

I think I might finally understand,
how the rain would prove you right,
As I sat back and doubted what you knew,
You could always tell me what I now know,
And I finally feel as though I can see above you,
After all this time.

But now for once, I don't want your comfort,
But I want to give you help,
Your insane sanity is no longer in order.

I could always smell the alcohol on your breath,
I tasted the addiction with every day life would bring,
I believed your words and now I know,
you were my addiction.
I gave you the power to take away my tears,
when I couldn't find the strength in myself
I gave you everything that I needed for me,
I had nothing when I left.

No, this was never going to last.
The nights spent awake and dreaming of your eyes
never looking in the mirror to see my own,
Your songs became my story, and your dreams became my lust,
With every thing you told me,
and after giving you all my trust,
I was still searching for something that I knew I didn't have
(in you)

So here I am writing
on the things I call my soul,
And for once I'm not shaking
and I'm ready for these truths to be told.
I loved you with my memories, and I hated you with my mind,
but it all lead back to you
keeping this rage inside.

No, you can't have these tears
they are only mine to keep,
I already spilled them once too many, and it didn't give me peace.
So take these tears my angels,
and use them to heal this heart,
I give you back your burdens,
So this is where we part.
I wrote this on May 17, 2009.
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rebeccahaven's avatar
WOW DOES NOT COVER IT
NOTHING SHOULD EVER COVER IT
REMOVE THE UNAMAZING
REVEAL YOURSELF
TO YOURSELF
YOURSELF
YOUR
SELF
S E L F
S
E
L
F
F
L
E
S
Lies
Sighs
Eyes
Light
Fight
for what you know to be Right.
Your pure heart is made of pure Light.
You no longer have to Fight.
I Will Heal Myself By Learning to Heal You.
I don't even have to ask you if you feel the same way.
Love, peace & Light,
R